Sunday, October 9, 1955 at 2:29 PM in Waynesboro, Virginia
Moon in Leo
The Evolutionary Goal: I resolve to conquer my fear of being emotionally vulnerable or of looking silly. Others probably do not see that frightened part of me, but I acknowledge it and resolve to get past it by risking the full expression of my heart and soul and letting the chips fall where they may when I do that.
My Instinctual Tools: I am an inherently creative person, at least in some sense of the word. By instinct, I can perform and hold people’s attention – maybe or maybe not literally in front of an audience, but in some fashion. I will identify that tool and I will employ it. Before I die, others will know what I hold to be beautiful or sacred. I will have expressed it.
The Secret of Happiness: To be happy, I need applause and appreciation. That is not out of any kind of insecurity or egoism, but rather because it completes a healing loop in my heart. Here is the map of that loop: I risk self-expression; others respond positively; my feeling of “risk” is lessened ; vulnerable self-expression becomes easier – and I am happier for it.
The Mood of My Life: My reflexive emotional attitude is one of constantly living as if I were on the wings of the stage and about to step out in front of a huge crowd. I feel like I have butterflies in my stomach, but I appear to be supernaturally confident anyway. I feel as if I need to prove myself that way again and again.
The Attitudinal Dead End: I can be self-protective to the point of crippling my own evolution, keeping up appearances rather than being sincere and truly present. When I slip into that error, I take on an authoritarian “royal” vibration of stability and false well-being that belies the fearful insecurity which I am actually feeling.
Forrest, Steven (2020-10-11). The Book of Water: Healing, Regeneration and Recovery (The Elements Series 4) (Kindle Locations 3659-3674). Kindle Edition.
Moon Phase
LAST QUARTER – The Pilgrim (The Moon 270 °-315 ° ahead of the Sun)
- Searching for home.
- Sweet sorrow.
- Romantic tragedy.
- Solitude.
- Forgiveness.
- Karmic debts paid and received.
- Art as an inner, spiritual search.
- Service.
- Theater; Ritual.
- A poignant sense of the transitoriness of life.
Forrest, Steven (2020-10-11). The Book of Water: Healing, Regeneration and Recovery (The Elements Series 4) (Kindle Locations 1052-1054). Kindle Edition.
Moon Aspects (Relationship with Other Planets)
Moon 1°37′ Leo, in House VII (7)
Moon Aspects
Moon conjunction Uranus orb +0°19′
Moon square Venus orb -5°37′
Moon square Neptune orb -4°05′
Moon sextile Mars orb -3°57′
Moon square Mercury orb -7°13′
Neptune Aspects (Energy with other Planets)
Neptune 27°31′ Libra, in House IX
Neptune Aspects
Venus conjunction Neptune orb +1°31′
Mercury conjunction Neptune orb +3°07′
Neptune sextile Pluto orb -0°26′
Moon square Neptune orb -4°05′
Jupiter sextile Neptune orb +2°47′
Uranus square Neptune orb -4°25′
Mars semi-sextile Neptune orb -0°08′